Wednesday, April 29, 2009
OMG....
nt onli i have prob in luv life,m0ii brothers had a conflict....??
ai yo yo...
m0ii left n right hand had prob...
the 2 of m0ii best bro had prob....
sad sad sad......
even i oso think tat the 3 of us lyk relli nt so0o close s b4....
2 m0ii,haiz......
i feel lyk ding n wee lyk dunno wat happen to them.....
i had read ding blog n it was....
so0o sad.....!!
haiz...
i feel so0o0o useless.....
m0ii 2 brothers lyk tat,i do nth...
hw cn i help...
wat cn i do...??
why tis had happen.....??
but i wil nv nv nv ever choose which bro to b wif c0z both is m0ii best bro.....!!
i muz stand strong to have bck our brothership....
but i dunno wher to find the strength.....
i m so0o weak nw.....
i'm relli weak......
i dun even noe hw to continue m0ii life wif out u but.....
i'm trying to act strong n try to bound our brothers bck....
i had lost m0ii love.....
i cnt afford to lost m0ii bro...
if i relli lost it,i'm left wif nth to negative....
wifout her,i'm nw left wif nth...
if i lost m0ii brothers nw,i'm left wif negative...
then to m0ii,wat is life.....
hw to continue wif life....??
no meaning 2vcontinue m0ii life...!!
haiz...
stress..................
why why why why why why why......!!
xiia0 c
flew into your heart at [4:47 PM]
haiz.....
another dae had pass.....
2dae is so0o boaring....
i slept at 3+ to 4am...
n i nv go sch 2dae....
i dunno hw to go sch when ytd m0ii clas mate saw m0ii red eyes.....
i stil couldn't accept the fact tat she is g0ne.....
she belong to other guy......
hw i relli wish i cnt wake up...
i relli wanna continue to slp n slp n slp.....
haiz......
life stil goes on......
i had nth to blog 2dae but i told her i wil blog everydae......
m0ii frean kip callin m0ii n 安慰我.....
i juz kip tellin i'm alrite...
i'm super ok.....!!
haha....
but the heart had sink to the deepest ocean le......
i had told her everything.....
everything tat i had did 4 her.....
if i stil kip it to m0ii self,she wil nv noe n i wouldn't have the chance to tel her agn......
i tot everything had past....
but last nite,m0ii tears rolled dwn m0ii cheek agn....
i had force it nt to rolled dwn but it stil rolled dwns stubbonly.....
passin n givin her the 3 weks time is so0o hard.....
passing a dae is lyk passing a year.......
but wat i always told her when we use to b 2gether n she use to b mine....
"dun count....very fast 6 daes wil pas le...."
i always told her tis sentence b c0z we juz to mit up once a wek....
n she always complain to m0ii tat she mis m0ii loads....
n i'll b tellin her very fast.....TIME FLIES.....!!
nw,i gt to tel tis sentence to m0ii self.....
gt 2 sae tat 3 wek is very fast de.......
time flies.....look 4ward to the ans....(but i had prepared 4 the worst..coz i had the ans in m0ii mind...)
but when come to realiaty,passin a dae is lyk passin a year......
is lyk OMG....hw i wish i cn scan forward the time juz lyk when i was watchin dvd...
2dae is the 20th dae.....
19 more daes to go....counting dwn......!!
xiia0 c
though is had to w8,i wil con to w8....
c0z i relly luv u n wish tat i cn have u bck...
i wanna make up rite now,na na
i wanna make up rite now,na na
wish we nv break up rite nw,na na
flew into your heart at [4:19 PM]
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
its been so0o long....
eversince i blog....
haiz....
feelin so0o0o hurt...
so0o lost....
dependent on cir,beer n drugs....
OLD LIFE STYLE IS BCk.....
i relli dunno wat to blog....
i left u behind n nw is lyk.....
regrateful....
i had lost everything.....
haha.....
swallow m0ii tears lyk saliver......
haha....
cry in sch...??
OMG...WORST........SOOOOO PS......!!!...
i'm speechless....
it rain so0o big in the aftnoon....
i was onli thinkin of u......
thinkin tat givin u a warmth hug juz lyk b4....
but....nw u have belong to others le....
haiz....
if 3weks is wat u nid,i wil giv u.....
u use 2 b mine...
nw...
haha....
callin u baby is nt m0ii but him....
HAHA.....
i onli took 8 daes.....
haha.....
haiz.....
i had nth to sae...
speechless...
bleeding love.....
i read her blog....
n i recal wat she told m0ii last nite....
HAHA......
I M A JERK......
I HATE MOII SELF.......!!
if i would able 2 choose,i would choose nt to wake up....
i wanna slp all the way.......
nv ever wake up....
if i woke up,ther wil be no 2molo 4 m0ii.......
no sun had darken....
the path had been extended....
everything is lyk so0o0o SHIT>...............
i relli hate my self.......!!!!!!!
SHIT>>....................!!!!!!!
i wil w8 4 u tis time round....!!
haiz.......
STUPID ME.....!!
3weks = 21daes
20daes more 2 go....
xiia0 c
nth 2 sae either then i wil wait 4 u
the name xiia0 c have another meaning.....!!
flew into your heart at [4:45 PM]
*Gary aka Xiia0 C
*br0ught to thE w0rld 0n 03.08.1990
*AMK ITE
*Single/Unavaileble
Favourites
*Luv Ice skating
*Luv t0 SleEp
*Luv t0 b wif m0ii sia0 sia0 family
*Luv t0 bE wif "YOU"
Dislikes
*Hate th0se buay stEady de pple
*Hate th0se wh0 sae 1 thiing n d0 an0ther thiing dE pple
Wishlist
*Wish t0 get bcK to0o hEr side..c0z wif out hEr,my life is incomplete...
*October 2008
Music playing
Right Now(NaNaNa)-Akon
Memories
*November 2008
*December 2008
*January 2009
*February 2009
*March 2009
*April 2009
*May 2009
*September 2009
*Br0thEr Ding-SSF
*DenniS br0
*dEaR DeAr
*Tricia-SSF
*Candy-SSF
*Jessica
*jia hao
*kitty
*Xanthe
*Ou Xuan
*Sherri(gunb0und)
*sharon
*kimberly
*k0r blog
*li wen
Introduction
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I WIL NT GIVE A DAME TO IT...
NT HAPPY...FUCK OFF THEN.....
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DUN bE lyk a d0g...at least using ur OWN NAME wil gaiin a little of m0ii RESTPECT
This is OUR blog
I am feeling so0o happy
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