Tuesday, February 3, 2009
haiz....i have loads of thing to blog....
er...hw cn i start n wher cn i start....??
haiz....i had uncountable problems 2 solve....
last nite...i went gambling.....
zzzzzzzz....
i lost 1k....
i pay $700 n wil b payin another $300 in april....
haiz...
i nt onli lost tat....
i quarral wif m0ii dad n mum...
i lost their trust in m0ii....
i made them SUPER SUPER DISAPPOINT.....
i made ah wee n candy quarral.....
i heard tat they wanna break...
but ii dunno they gt break mah...
if they break,i couses it de.....
haiz......
nt onli tat...
i disappoint m0ii bro ding oso....
haiz.......
OMG...
I M SOOOOO SORI......
i lost everything in tis gamble.....
nw,i'm so0o confuse.....
i feel tat i had lost wat i have...
i onli left 2 brothers....
brother wee & brother ding....
either then tat.....
i lost everything.....the trust n position in m0ii hs....
the faith in m0ii which m0ii parents have in m0ii.....
omg...wat m ii supp0se to0o do0o nw....??haiz...
STRESS.......!!!!
TO BRO DING & WEE
a milli0n thx to m0ii brothers....
tis time r0und,i had to depend on u all le....
i wanna thx wee 4 takin care of m0ii last nite....
lookin if they play cheat or nt....
he oso help m0ii c0unt m0ii debth.....
haiz...
ytd he had done so0o much 4 m0ii.....
b c0z of m0ii,he n candy quarral...
candy,ii h0pe u understand....
i alrdy feel VERY VERY BAD le.....
m0ii bro ding oso.....
he msg m0ii n tok to m0ii...
lend m0ii a shoulder n gave m0ii a BIG BIG PIECE of advise.....
he wake m0ii up.....i pr0miss u guys....!
i wil nt gamble anymore.....
NO MORE GAMBLING 4 m0ii.....
i cnt afford to lost anymore....
thx 4 bein wif m0ii when i fell dwn....
i had a GREAT FALL tis time.....
in m0ii love life...in m0ii life....in m0ii financial life oso....
ding had send m0ii a msg which make m0ii so0o0o stump...
i'm so0o touch tat m0ii tears almost roll dwn m0ii cheek....
watever it is....THX BROTHERS....I'M SORI...i wil stand up on m0ii feet agn....
AND wil nt repeat the same mistake AGN....
m0ii l0ve life
haiz....she had been cold 2 m0ii tis few daes.....
she had her stres n her prob....
some STUPID pple kip on harass her.....
haiz.....
she din relli msg m0ii 4 the past few daes....
she told m0ii tat she wanna cut dwn on her msg...(but nt 2 m0ii)
upo0n hearin tat,i'm very happy...but her acti0n dun relli mean it...
past few daes,i ask her if she is free to mit up n have dinner wif m0ii....
she sae may b have time...
she gonna look at her sch time.....c0z she have oreantation tis week.....
her sch wil dismiss her at 6+ to 7....
ii told her aft m0ii sch,i go her sch 2 jie her 4 dinner.....
haiz....the higher m0ii h0pe,the m0re disapp0intment i get in return.....
she msg m0ii 2dae...she nv go sch...
she went out wif her freanz....
so0o wil nt b able 2 make it 2dae.....
HAIZ.....
m0ii heart broke into milli0ns of pieces...
i m so0o stump....
haiz....
u dun have 2 b s0ri....
juz do wat u wan n wat u lyk....
c0z i m os0 nt ur BF or wat....
i onli wanna take go0d care of u.....
haiz.....i onli wish n hope tat u wil happy....
tats all i pray n wish for....
NO MATTER WAT,I WILL BE THER 4 U....!!
m0ii BLOG...
m0ii blog wil nt onli i wil be bloggin....
i wil share it wif shenn linn.....
so0o plz read carefully...
aft i blog,i wil put m0ii name...
she blog,she put her name....
tis is our blog....^^
Xiia0 C
flew into your heart at [4:39 PM]
*Gary aka Xiia0 C
*br0ught to thE w0rld 0n 03.08.1990
*AMK ITE
*Single/Unavaileble
Favourites
*Luv Ice skating
*Luv t0 SleEp
*Luv t0 b wif m0ii sia0 sia0 family
*Luv t0 bE wif "YOU"
Dislikes
*Hate th0se buay stEady de pple
*Hate th0se wh0 sae 1 thiing n d0 an0ther thiing dE pple
Wishlist
*Wish t0 get bcK to0o hEr side..c0z wif out hEr,my life is incomplete...
*October 2008
Music playing
Right Now(NaNaNa)-Akon
Memories
*November 2008
*December 2008
*January 2009
*February 2009
*March 2009
*April 2009
*May 2009
*September 2009
*Br0thEr Ding-SSF
*DenniS br0
*dEaR DeAr
*Tricia-SSF
*Candy-SSF
*Jessica
*jia hao
*kitty
*Xanthe
*Ou Xuan
*Sherri(gunb0und)
*sharon
*kimberly
*k0r blog
*li wen
Introduction
Whatever you wanna say,save it 2 ursElf...
I WIL NT GIVE A DAME TO IT...
NT HAPPY...FUCK OFF THEN.....
wanna spem m0ii blog...??use ur own n real name....
DUN bE lyk a d0g...at least using ur OWN NAME wil gaiin a little of m0ii RESTPECT
This is OUR blog
I am feeling so0o happy
The title had sae wat i wanna sae...dun w0rry,i'll b watchin over u...!
wa iitaku arimusan natte kudaisai anata wa...Anata no koto o matte iru yo...!