Thursday, February 5, 2009
ii had sae everything 2 her le....
haha....
she ask m0ii 2 4get her....
LOL.....
nice joke....
is tis a nite mare....??
LOL.....
SHENNLINN. says:"tell you ba.. love is when you sincerely give someone all your heart and soul, no matter what happens and who that person is with. and even if it is at a distance, you still feel happy no matter what, even if the person has already forgotten about you, and that feeling lasts forever."
SHENNLINN. says:"yup that's what it is to me."
LOL......
wat cn i sae n wat sh0uld ii sae.....??
regrate of tellin u hw ii feel.....!!
plz....
no m0re s0ri frm u.....
whie u kip tellin m0ii s0ri....??
u r nt at fault......
LOL.....
4get u....??
givin u up....??
LOL.....
teach m0ii hw 2 do it....??
ii had sae...."if luvin u is a wr0ng decisi0n,wat is a right decisi0n 4 m0ii....??"
i cn nv make a right decisi0n.....
SHENNLINN. says:"i also hate myself for not liking you back"-->wat 4 u hate urself 4 nt luvin m0ii bck...??luv cnt b force....haha.....
u sae u shouldn't work ther....
u blame urself 4 workin ther....
whie nt i blame m0ii myself...
i should blame m0iiself of takin ur num....
if i nv take ur num,nth wil happen....
zzzzzz......i simply dun understand.....
i juz wanna b ur frean....
skate wif u...
go out wif u...
but everything had change......
u rejected m0ii twice when i ask u out.....
i dun wanna noe wat wil be the endin....
i dun wanna think anymore....
even ther wil b no good endin 4 us....
even u break milli0ns of m0ii heart....
even tat every1 is scoldin m0ii.....
no matter wat is the circumstance n consequence....
i wil still stand tal n strong on the tip of the mountain sh0utin i luv SHENN LINN....!!
I m s0ri....
i cnt do wat u wish n wat u wan m0ii to do....
i dun care....YOU wil b m0ii valentine....
lookin out 4 other gals...??
NO WAY....
i juz nid to accept gals wil do....
but...i wun accept them....
i juz wanna bE ur normal frean...
skate 2gether..go out 2gether n eat 2gether....
i dun nid n i dun wan u to force ur self 2 luV m0ii....
juz let m0ii b by ur side.....
freans come n go...
time nv rewind...
fashion may past....
everything in the w0rld wil change...
but 1 thing tats 4 sure....
m0ii luV 4 u wil remain the same n nv change....
we sae hao le...on valentime dae,we wil catch a movie n go have lunch.....tat wil be the dae i m lookin 4ward....
lastly.....i dun relli lyk saein it.....
but i have to sae it....
I LOVE YOU.....
I LOVE SHENN LINN
flew into your heart at [12:33 AM]
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Tuesday, February 3, 2009
haiz....i have loads of thing to blog....
er...hw cn i start n wher cn i start....??
haiz....i had uncountable problems 2 solve....
last nite...i went gambling.....
zzzzzzzz....
i lost 1k....
i pay $700 n wil b payin another $300 in april....
haiz...
i nt onli lost tat....
i quarral wif m0ii dad n mum...
i lost their trust in m0ii....
i made them SUPER SUPER DISAPPOINT.....
i made ah wee n candy quarral.....
i heard tat they wanna break...
but ii dunno they gt break mah...
if they break,i couses it de.....
haiz......
nt onli tat...
i disappoint m0ii bro ding oso....
haiz.......
OMG...
I M SOOOOO SORI......
i lost everything in tis gamble.....
nw,i'm so0o confuse.....
i feel tat i had lost wat i have...
i onli left 2 brothers....
brother wee & brother ding....
either then tat.....
i lost everything.....the trust n position in m0ii hs....
the faith in m0ii which m0ii parents have in m0ii.....
omg...wat m ii supp0se to0o do0o nw....??haiz...
STRESS.......!!!!
TO BRO DING & WEE
a milli0n thx to m0ii brothers....
tis time r0und,i had to depend on u all le....
i wanna thx wee 4 takin care of m0ii last nite....
lookin if they play cheat or nt....
he oso help m0ii c0unt m0ii debth.....
haiz...
ytd he had done so0o much 4 m0ii.....
b c0z of m0ii,he n candy quarral...
candy,ii h0pe u understand....
i alrdy feel VERY VERY BAD le.....
m0ii bro ding oso.....
he msg m0ii n tok to m0ii...
lend m0ii a shoulder n gave m0ii a BIG BIG PIECE of advise.....
he wake m0ii up.....i pr0miss u guys....!
i wil nt gamble anymore.....
NO MORE GAMBLING 4 m0ii.....
i cnt afford to lost anymore....
thx 4 bein wif m0ii when i fell dwn....
i had a GREAT FALL tis time.....
in m0ii love life...in m0ii life....in m0ii financial life oso....
ding had send m0ii a msg which make m0ii so0o0o stump...
i'm so0o touch tat m0ii tears almost roll dwn m0ii cheek....
watever it is....THX BROTHERS....I'M SORI...i wil stand up on m0ii feet agn....
AND wil nt repeat the same mistake AGN....
m0ii l0ve life
haiz....she had been cold 2 m0ii tis few daes.....
she had her stres n her prob....
some STUPID pple kip on harass her.....
haiz.....
she din relli msg m0ii 4 the past few daes....
she told m0ii tat she wanna cut dwn on her msg...(but nt 2 m0ii)
upo0n hearin tat,i'm very happy...but her acti0n dun relli mean it...
past few daes,i ask her if she is free to mit up n have dinner wif m0ii....
she sae may b have time...
she gonna look at her sch time.....c0z she have oreantation tis week.....
her sch wil dismiss her at 6+ to 7....
ii told her aft m0ii sch,i go her sch 2 jie her 4 dinner.....
haiz....the higher m0ii h0pe,the m0re disapp0intment i get in return.....
she msg m0ii 2dae...she nv go sch...
she went out wif her freanz....
so0o wil nt b able 2 make it 2dae.....
HAIZ.....
m0ii heart broke into milli0ns of pieces...
i m so0o stump....
haiz....
u dun have 2 b s0ri....
juz do wat u wan n wat u lyk....
c0z i m os0 nt ur BF or wat....
i onli wanna take go0d care of u.....
haiz.....i onli wish n hope tat u wil happy....
tats all i pray n wish for....
NO MATTER WAT,I WILL BE THER 4 U....!!
m0ii BLOG...
m0ii blog wil nt onli i wil be bloggin....
i wil share it wif shenn linn.....
so0o plz read carefully...
aft i blog,i wil put m0ii name...
she blog,she put her name....
tis is our blog....^^
Xiia0 C
flew into your heart at [4:39 PM]
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HELLO:D
flew into your heart at [11:53 PM]
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