Wednesday, October 29, 2008


haha....
2dae go prwan fishin wif m0ii brothers....
ding n wee....
they both r pr0 l0r....
m0ii 4 hrs catch abt 20 prwan....
they catch so0o0o mani m0re then m0ii.....
haiz...
felt so0o noob
haiz....
the chief of the nite,ding n wee....
i onli incharge of EAT...
wahaha....
last nite i was so0oo0o0o0o0o0o0o WORRY ABT HER....i scare her physic dunno....i scare she mei jing shen...i scare she heaty....haiz....she ask m0ii nt to w0rry...BUT HW CN I....SHE ASK MOII WHI I WORRY SOO MUCH,i told her i worry b c0z she m0ii frean....haiz.....she sae i over worry n concern le....WA......HEART BREAKIN.....!!dunno wat to sae sia...haiz....2dae,i dunno is happy or sad...haiz...no mood...??but when she msg m0ii n tel m0ii eveything is fine,it was a RELIVED...!!finally the big stone in m0ii heart have been put dwn.....she was rite....m i to0o much.....??is m0ii care n c0ncern to0o0o much 4 her...??wil i scare her off....?i m interfering her personal life style or living....??so0o0o blur...wat ii do is rite or wrong....??should i b doin tis.....??wil it b to0o much.....??haiz...to0o0o0o00o0 many queast le....BLUR.....i think skatin wil b better.....!!haiz....cnt wait to fridae n get into the rink...haiz....tat is the place wher i cn de stress.....haiz....everything goin to b over....i h0pe so0o....her o lvl finish,i lesser stres....yeah....haiz....thx jia ha0..i no u wil support m0ii de...wahaha....xie xie w0rx....xiia0 c
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Tuesday, October 28, 2008
haha....
2dae so0o funny....
m0ii sch start at 1pm....
i slp til 1.30....
LOL...
i was super late 4 sch....
i left hm at 2pm...
i took m0ii dad bike n ride to sch...
LOL.....
on the way,i saw TP...
omg...
it was so0o scary....!!
finally,i reach sch at 2.30....
haha...
i went to sch to slp....
aft tat,5pm dismiss sch....
i ride hm...
wahaha....
reach hm at 5.10...
at ard 5.30 m0ii,m0ii mama n kor kor n his GF go united square n eat.....
we go eat resturant de buffet....
WOW....
i ate raw oyster,crab,abalone,shark fin,buddah jump wal....
LOL....
i ate lots n lots of food....
wahaha.....
i m so0o full nw...
wahaha....
i m g0in to slp nw....
haiz.....
i dunno wat to sae le....
wat i cn sae is m0ii personal liife...
haiz....
i m speechles 4 m0ii love life....
haiz....
speechles.....
xiia0 c
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2dae was s0o0o tire.....
i wake up at 2+ n 3+ went skatin...
i was in the ring alone practisin.....
haiz...
IT WAS SOOOOO boarin....
i went hm at 11+.....
but at nite ther a lot of skater.....
i mean fuji hocky skater....
wahahaha...
i learn a lot frm them...
they were PRO.......!!
i think i nid at least 5 years to get to their standed....
haiz....
it was so0o0o long....!!
haiz...
every1 have the beginning time....
haha....
i m so0o noob c0mpare to them...
haiz.....
but aft all....
i wil jia y0u...
haiz......
i miz u badly......
u no who u r...
TC...
xiia0 c
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Saturday, October 25, 2008
2dae,i din go to sch...
wahaha....
i was to0o0o0o tire...
i was slpin...
n m0ii mum cute m0ii finger nails.....
OMG...
haha.....
she cut m0ii right hand de nails.....
aft tat,i went skatin agn...
wahaha....
2dae her math paper 1 was go0d...
so0oo happy.....
2dae i fal dwn n hurt m0ii chin...
OMG.....
IT WAS SOOOOO PAIN.....
i w0nder 2molo wil blue blsck mah....
wahaha.....
WA.....
WAT XIA0 DI DI......??
i was older l0r....
1 year older then u ok....!!
wahaha.....
is ok...
i dun nid to treat m0ii go0d bck...
haha...
wat i had give u,i dun nid u 2 giv m0ii back.....
i oso nv think of havin it bck...
is ii zi yuan de...
wahaha.....
u lyk ur life n status nw....??
juz enj0y it.....
i wil nt interfer...
haha.....
is ok de w0rx...
but i wil stil sae,waitin 4 u.....
haha......
xiia0 c
waitin 4 u

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LOL.....
tis m0rnin once ii wake up,i cal her le....
i spent abt 30-45 tokin to her n she was studyin her geog....
haha...
i ask to sae jia y0u to0o m0ii...
n she did...
it was lyk LOL...
haha...
i os0 ask her to sae tat if i get first,she wil marry m0ii....
zzzzzz
is onli smth lyk jia y0u onli...
haha...
but in the end,she nv sae....
haha....
sian dia0...
but anyway,i ride bike ther...
it was showerin....
then i ride bike ther...
haha...
then i play wif other campus de pple....
haha.....
i lose m0ii first r0und n won the sec0nd round....
but aft all,i get into it...
haha....
so0o nw waitin l0rx....
haiz...
go0d news have ended.....
sad news le....
zzzzzzzz
she sae.....
haiz...
her geog is lyk g0ne case...
OMG.....
i was so0o0o0o sad.....
nvm.....
u cn do it 4 ur other sub....
bu yao hui xin....
i giv u m0ii 101% supp0rt.....
ben dan,u cn do it de....
nv giv up ok....??
haha....
zzzzzzzzz.....
no matter wat,i wil b ther 4 u...
through thick n thin......
i wil b the shelter 4 u if is raining n i wil b the fire to give u warm....
i wil b the light to brighten up ur life when ur life is dark...
i wil nv forsake u.....
tis i promiz.....
xiia0 c..
waitin 4 JESSICA SOFIAN SU YI YING.......!!
I LUV U JESSICA SOFIAN SU YI YING.......!!
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Thursday, October 23, 2008
happy....
sori tat i din blog last nite...
last nite is a happy nite 4 m0ii...
wahaha.....
m0ii n her sing s0ng....
sing lots of song....
wahaha.....
then i bu she kup the phone...
wahaha......
she 2dae gt geog paper oso....
haiz...
stres....
wahaha...
last nite,i hug the ph0ne to slp...
n it is s if i was huggin her.........
OMG....
i juz cnt b live it.....
wahaha.....
i wil nt wash m0ii hands off u coz it was a misunderstandin....
WAHAHA...........!!
IS A MISUNDERSTANDIN....!!
OMG....
so0o happy.....
is i anyhow think de......!!
hahaha......
I M SOOOO happy.....
wee...
hohoho.....
i m so0o happy til i cnt express m0ii feelin.....
wahaha....
xiia0 c...
waitin 4 ______
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Tuesday, October 21, 2008
LOL...
i had read her bl0g.....
she treat m0ii lyk a KO KO....??
wat is a ko ko....??
haha....
u wan type k0r k0r izzit....??
haiz....
u lyk tat stil no wan tel m0ii.....??
u voimit no wan tel m0ii....??
nvm larx...
is ok de mahx...
haha....
juz put in all ur effort in ur geog bah...
haiz....
ok l0rx....
u relli no wan m0ii to worry....??
then i think i shall slowly wash m0ii hands of u le bah...
then i oso no wan to ask so0o much...
u wan to sae,u juz sae l0r
no wan nvm.....
haiz.....
wat thin i wanna ask u,cn ask u....??
wat thing i wanna know,cn ask u...??
u sure....??
haha.....
i dun wan affect ur emotion 4 ur o lvl....
wat i wanna ask is nt impt de.....
zzzzzzzz
haha...
dunn0.....
i suddenly feel tat we 2 r relli stranger.....
i relli dunno u...
while i tot i no u well en0ugh......
haha....
laugh laugh laugh....
HOHOHO.....
haiz....
nvm....
anyway,i dun have anything which cal s feelin n emotion....
haha....
wat i no is...
both of my feelin n emotion had numb le...
haha......
zzzzzzzzzzzzz
ii wil nt care so0o much le.....
so0o0o0o stress.......
do tis is right but it seem wrong...
do tat is wr0ng....
haha...
then dun do bahx...
haha......
CRAZY ME.............!!!!!!!!!
wat m i saein n doin...
i dunno......
xiia0 c
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2dae is a board dae of sch...
it start at 1 n end at 5....
LOL.....
is lyk so0o b0arin l0r....
c....
m0ii clas is so0o slack...
jia h0u is slpin,malay freans sittin on table...
haha...
i m the wan who study....
haha....
i go0d b0ii...!
wahaha.....
2dae is her english paper....
it was so0o scary...
i scare she cnt finish it...
juz lyk her cem...
haiz...
but luckily,she had time to finish it....
hoho.....
nw she is havin break bah....
2molo no paper...
but chiong geog w0rx...
haha...
2dae i wanna go ice skate...
but no time...
haiz...
i wanted to go on wed...
my 2piid teacher...
suddenly cal 4 trainin....!!
LOL....
then i 2molo cnt go skate....
2 m0re daes 4 m0ii competition le...
haiz....
gan chi0ng....
i dun wanna wiin....!!
coz fridae i wanna go skate...
so0o if i get int0 fridae,i fridae muz go0o ....
so0o i dun wanna win....
haha.....
i juz cnt wait to go skate....
OMG...
she told m0ii tat she had rec0ver....
should i b live or not....
haha...
she sae le...
i b live 60% n dun b live 40%.....
haha.....
haiz....
all the best to u....
NV GIVE UP...
is gonna b over so0n...
i cn make it....
haha....
miz u so0o much...
hw i wish to hug her....
but i cn onli do it in my dreamx nia....
haiz...
may b dream oso cnt...
haha.....
ok...
end here...
xiia0 c...
waitin 4 ___

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haiz....
2dae is a boarin dae of sch....
thers a guy c0nfess to her....
OMG...
should i sad or happy....?
m i stress....??
should ii step 0ut...??
haiz....
haha....
2dae oso her dae of o lvl...
she told m0ii she had no time to0o finish...
omg...
it was lyk so0o sad.....
she dun feel sad....??
haha...
but i m sad 4 her...
i felt sad.....
zzzzzzzzz
OMG...
m i thinkin to much....??
2 more daes is m0ii 8 bal competition le....
so0o nervouse...
i dun feel lyk winnin c0z if i win,on fridae i gt to go play agn...
then i cnt go skatez....
haiz....
dunn0....
c0nfuse.....
haha....
m0ii liife is b0arin......!!
gt to end here...
buaiz...
xiia0 c...
waiitin 4 ___
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haiz....
2dae is a tire n stress dae.....
m0ii last nite chat wif kat til 4+ n wake up at 8am
i 8am pei m0ii mama n grandma go church....
aft tat,we go have lunch.....
2dae i peii m0ii ah ma all the way til evening...
it was so0o tire....
haiz...
i feel so0o helples....
she was so0o stres...
n i cn do nth 4 her....
haiz...
s0me more some 1 c0nfess to her....
it was lyk OMG......
HELP....!!
i din wanna ask much...
but i wish she c0uld tel m0ii...
but is tel m0ii aft o lvls....??
haiz.....
i feel so0o helpless when she was sad....
HAIZ....
wat cn i do 4 her....??
hw cn i make her nt so0o stress....
haiz...
she stres,i wil stres...
she happy,i wil happy....
haha....
haiz.....
is lyk few m0re hrs n she wil b sittin 4 her cem paper....
n she was so0o stres....
n i cnt help her....
omg...
GOD....PLZ HELP HER.....
if ther is malay god,indian god,chinese god or english god....
whoever cn help her is g0d.....
i dun care is hala,buddah or jesus.....!!
may b all of them combine 2gether....
the power wil b stronger....
hope so0o....
ALL GOD plz help her....
de-stress her....
help her wif her result....
giv her a good memory to memories every single thing she study.....
i m willin to do anything or change anything s l0ng s she sc0re 4 her o lvl......
haiz.....
i m so0o tire....
i'm gonna end here.....
haiz...
metally n physically tire....
HAIZ.......!!
xiia0 c....
waitin 4 _____
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Saturday, October 18, 2008
2dae is a b0arin dae.....
i wake up at 3+....
m0ii whole body bery pain n suan sia....
aft tat,went eat dinner wif parents at AMK....
haha.....
aft tat,i came home n i called her...
i chat wif her abt an h0ur +
then i hang up the phone....
i dun wanna hang up...
but she is studyin n i cnt disturb her....
m0ndae wil b her cem test n she is nt feelin very well....
haiz...
h0pe she get well so0n....
i m so0o happy tat i tok to her...
i cn hear she laugh...
though she laugh n din st0p but is lyk...
WOW....it had been a long time tat ii din heard her laugh....
I WAS SOOOO HAPPY.....!!
i h0pe i cn listan to her laughter everydae....
er...
but i dunn0 her blog is 4 wh0...??
some1 c0nfess t0o0o u....??
i no is nt m0ii wh0 c0nfess to u....
but u think tat i c0nfess 2 u....??
haha....
so0o c0nfuss.....
if yes,i'm s0ri....
i din mean it.....
so0o s0ri if it is yes.....
er....
s0ri to make u feel bad....
SOOOOOO SORI.....
er....
gonna end here....
miz u so0o much n deeply....
waitin 4 _____
xiia0 c
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haha.....
2dae is a fun dae....
i went to sch in the m0rnin at 8 n m0ii sch end at 12....
aft tat,i went to kallang n ice skate til nw....
haha.....m0ii clas was so0o slack....
2dae is fridae....
i pr0miz her i wil nt drink unnescessary..
so0o m0ii drinkin sessi0n wil b cancel...
wahaha.....
m0ii left knees is so0o PAIN.....
i kip on fallin on it....
i think i'm gonna break m0ii knees...haiz....
it is blue black n swollen nw....
i bought a new skate to0o but i din get to wear it c0z it is nt sharpen....
n it is so0o blunt....
haiz...
so0o angry.....
haiz....
i tot u sae ur sick ok le...??
nw hw come no voice....
u huh...
dunno wat to sae u....
i dunno is no voice or ur voice funny funny..
zzzzz....
okkkies....
endin here....i m so0o TIRE....
xiia0 c...waitin 4 ____
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Thursday, October 16, 2008
hihi....
2dae is a tire dae 4 m0ii....
m0ii class start at 9.30 but ii cnt wake up....
LOL....
i reach sch by 2pm....
haha...
aft tat,i slp in sch all the way to 5 n went hm....
haha....
i was wondering hw is her o lvl....??
is she doin well....??
is her sick ok le....??
she told m0ii tat she ok le...
haha...
i b live 60% onli...
she ask m0ii nt to worry...
but hw cn i dun w0rry....??
whie m i treatin u so0o go0d....??
the reas0n is s simply s ABC...
the reas0n is b c0z I LUV U.....
i wil do0o anything 4 u...juz to protect u,take good care of u....n seein u smile...
so0o glad tat i heard tat u drink those herbal tea.....
haha...
HAPPY......!!wo0o wo0o wo0o wo0o0 wo0o0....
if u happy n u no u clap ur hand
"clap..clap"
if u happy n u no u clap ur hand
"clap..clap"
if u happy n u no n u relli wanna show if u happy n u no u clap ur hand
"clap..clap"......
haha....
enj0y.....!!
happy....
missin u so0o deeply n badly....!!
haiz....
hw cn ii dun angry....??
m0ii hp keychain break when i gave it to0o u....
haiz....
i wil crazy find shop to repair it.....
tat thing is so0o0o impt to m0ii....
is m0re impt then m0ii life....!!
2dae is a boarin dao...
but 2molo wil b a fun dae....
i wil go kallang n ice skate 4 the whole dae....!!
wahaha.....
i m buyin new hocky boots....
wahaha....
HAPPY....!!
ok...
endin here....
xiia0 c....
waittin 4 ____
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Wednesday, October 15, 2008
OMG......
i m so0o dame F**KING SAD......!!!!!
my ring which ii hang 0n m0ii HP broke when i fell dwn on ice skatiin....
i mean the metal part which it connect to the ring....
haiz....
i 2dae juz pass her th0se present...!!
n tis type of thing happen to0o m0ii....!!
i 2daae os0 buy 2 herbal tea 4 her....
i pass it to her frean.....
2molo is ur o lvls....
i w0nder hw is she....
haiz.....
she was sick als0....
w0nder is she better.....
haiz.....
wiish her all the best 4 her o lvl....
h0pe she cn g0 iin NAFA c0z she luv tat sch.....
2dae is oso jur0ng ice skating last dae....
i had LOTS OF FUN THER....
when i was skatin,hw ii wish she was ther....
it was so0o0o0o ROMANTIC....!!
haha....
ii think to0o much le....
in fuji ice skate,ther a LOTS OF PRO...!!
hw ii wiish ii was 1 of them....
ii b live tat m0ii br0 n m0ii wil b lyk them somedae,somehow....
HAHAHA.....
nvm,ii wil train in kallang......
haha....
nw,ice skate n roller bladin is part of m0ii life....
HAHAHA.....
i was so0o angry.....
m0ii fell dwn by tripin on pple....
er...
is pple trip on m0ii n ii fell....
haiz...
i was so0o WET......(wet s in m0ii cloth is wet)
so0o0 pai seh....!!
aft tat,we went hm.....
haiz.....
m0ii nxt time skatin is on fridae.....!!
i'm g0in to get a new boots at fridae....
HOHOHO....
cnt wait to get a new pair...!!
haha.....
ok....
i'm gonna end it here.....
niitez.....
xiia0 c..
(waitin 4 _____)
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Tuesday, October 14, 2008
A VERY BIG THANK TO ANGELINE...!!
all thx to0o angeline....
she help m0ii to dec0rate tis blog n help m0ii l0ts of thing...
if dun have her,it mean no tis blog.....haiz....
angeline,thx 4 helpin m0ii....
a milli0n of thx....
u r great...!!
thx...
i m happy to get to no tis frean.....!!
WAHAHAHA.....
iif no 1 in my heart,i wil take u 4 c0nsideratii0n....
but s0ri,tats some 1 in m0ii heart...
WAHAHAHA......but...
but u r m0ii good freans.....
haha...
is in my heart too but is nt under the wan i luv....
haha....
s0ri s0ri.....
i m so0o t0uch by wat u had done 4 m0ii....
omg...
so0o swit...!
when i nid ur help,u din even think n sae ok....
very very touchin.....thx w0rx....
rellli thx....
h0pe u get a very go0d BF,s go0d s u de....
haha.....
thx angeline...
if dun have u = dun have such a w0nderful bl0g....
xie xie ni.....
xiia0 c...
TC..
flew into your heart at [11:30 PM]
hiaz....
i had read HER bl0g.....
tis tiime,she make m0ii speachless...
i m stump....!!haiz...
haiz...
haiz...
haiiz...
i relli dunno wat to sae then the w0rd haiz......!!
ok...i will NT DRINK....
fridae n saturdae drinkin sessi0n wil b cancel frm 2dae onwards....!!
acceptin m0ii relli get tied dwn....??
m i expectiing to0o much....??
i diin...
u cn stil do n d0 wat u lyk....
if u b wif a gal,issn't bein tied dwn to0o....??
haiz...
I M NT TAT GOOD S U THINK......
haiz....
wat i nid is to0o b luv by u...
i dun nid much...!!
haiz...
cn u get m0ii off my mind....??
I CNT GET U OF MY MIND......
so0o i decided to wait.....!!
u nid nt to giv m0ii fake h0pes....
u juz trat m0ii s hw u treat others...
tat wil b happy en0ugh 4 m0ii.....
nvm....let the time sh0w n pr0ve anything bah....
i m to0o tire to0o sae everythin n i had nth to sae....
i wil bl0g everydae n tis bl0g wil b wif m0ii through thick n thin.....
haiz....
i no u miiz m0ii n u r still holdin bck....??
haha....is very cute....
haha....
m i so0o stranger to0o m0ii.....
haiz.....
i had sae it...
LUVIN 1 ANOTHER DUN NID TO B 2GETHER....
s l0ng s our heart was standin 2gether...tat wil b en0ugh.....
h0pe u get well so0n.....
so0ori to b naggy juz nw...
i relli dun wan n dun bear to hang up the phone...
but i gt to do so0o....
c0z.....
haiz....
ok...
tc....
if u wanna no whie m i waitin,read the endin of my first bl0g...
it wil help u a lot...
the chinese w0rds....
TC...
xiia0 c
flew into your heart at [11:16 PM]
WHY..WHY...WHY...
haiz...had been sad frm the few daes.....
i gt to0o b str0ng....!!
whiie cnt u juz ask m0ii to st0p drinkin....
whiie....??whiie muz u sae if u wanna drink,juz go n drink n u cnt st0p m0ii....
if u ask m0ii dun drink,i wil dun drink de.....
askin m0ii dun drink is so0o c0mplicates....??
whie u luv to think on negative side.....
i m m c0nfirm tat u have feelin 4 m0ii....
ii m juz w0nderin whiie we juz cnt b 2gether....??
is ok anyway.....c0z luvin u nid nt muz b to b 2gether....
s l0ng s ii cn stay s a frean by ur side,everythin wil do0o....
i cn pr0tect u,takin care of u,showering m0ii luv to u,bein wif u through thick n thin n u treat m0ii s a frean,i'm happy le...
i dunn0 wat is holdin u bck....
iif u wanna tel m0ii,then tel m0ii...
if nt,is ok....
haha...
ever since the last time tat ii met u which is 9 oct 2008,i miz u deeply....
haiz....
ur image juz kip on appear on m0ii mind....
i hate to blog...
but i blog b c0z of u....
i cnt hold m0ii feelin bck....
so0o i blog to expres m0ii feelin....
haiz.....
wat i cn iis...
wish u all the best though u dun wanna m0ii to wish u...
i als0 dunno whiie....??
apart frm th0se sad daes,i had met 2 go0d freanz....
1 is kat n another is sabby....
m0ii brothers was ther 4 m0ii....
though we go drinkin,i was the wan to get drunk...
ii m drunk b4 ii went drinkin....
haiz....
hw ii wish tat i could get drunk everydae.....
ii os0 wiish to carry on wiif m0ii swiit dream n all those swit time wif her.....
haiz.....
nw,m0ii life is so0o sad....
i l0st trust n faith iin m0ii.....
i no tat tis wil b the endin aft we met....
i kiip on tellin m0ii self to have have in u....
but....haiz....
is expected.....
haiz....
nw,i wil b ice skatin wiif m0ii 2 chearie.....!!
i m learnin t0 fall dwn n stand up...
c0z in life,when i fall,i muz b bck on m0ii foot....
so0o i went ice skate.....
i belive tat i nid at least 6 mth to get bck to m0ii foot....
HAIZ.....
erm....
but nw,i wil b wiif m0ii ice skating family.....!!
anywher,i'm g0in to end tis by saein ii luv u.....n
如果...我的离开能够换取你的幸福...
我愿意放弃只要你心里能够明白我是真心爱过你...
tat is wat ii feel nw....
haiiz...
i'm stiil waitin 4 u....!!
爱你...
xiia0 c....
flew into your heart at [8:27 PM]
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