Friday, September 4, 2009
hey.....
i'm here 2 revived my blog...
i nv blog for so0o0oo long....!!
nw,i wil b blogging every......
coz...
i'm ridin....if any thing happen 2 me,at least i left a blog.......
so0o0o.......
haha.....
i oso dunno wat 2 blog......
anyway,i'm goin out alrdy.....
nitez
xiia0 c
flew into your heart at [10:55 PM]
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haha.....
is time to wake up.......
haiz....
everything had ended...
GAME OVER.....
LOL.....
is time to giv up....??
i read her blog....
her parents accept her bf le....
LOL....!!
!!!!
when she was wif me,lettin her parents noe abt us is so0o0o difficult...
it is so0o hard.....!!
nw,haiz.....onli a few weeks onli...
cn le....!!
haiz.....
her whole family noe she gt bf le.......
haiz.....
she stil ask m0ii go c doc n send me huggs tis aftnoon....
b c0z of her huggs,i then go c doctor.....
when i come bck n i read her blog...
it was lyk...
haiz.....
gt gal wanna pei wo go c doc,force me go,i oso dun wan go c.....
nw...
haiz.....
i din blog 4 last few daes coz i was so0o0o sick...
i was resting in the bed...
no strength to wake up.....
she ask me r we stil freanz...??
the ans is yes....
but nt 4 the time bein....
i m so0o hurt n u cn onli write a sorry to me.....
haha......
tat time u ask me giv u 3 weeks time...
nw is lyk tat....
watever thing u told me is a nice story......
haiz.......
u sae u wil think aft ur exam.....
u ask me w8 4 u......
nw....
no nid 3 weeks,i noe the ans.....
haiz....
i wish u all happiness n last 4ever.....
stay out of my life plz......
i dun nid ur concern.....
coz to me,everything is so0o fake......
u told me u stil lyk me abit....
stil cnt 4get me....
n bla bla bla....
nw...??
haiz........i wil nt give a dame to it.......
i m so0o0o silly.........u care n concern abt me....
u private ur blog n let me b the onli reader......
u giv me false hope......u hurt me agn n agn n left a big sorry behind 4 me....
is ok.....
i wil stil sae wish u guy last long n happiness.....
IT IS SOOOO LOL.....>!!!!!!!
when wif me,is so0o hard to let pple noe i ur stead....
n when u wif him,parents,sis oso cn noe...
stil cn bring hm eat.....
LOL....
WAT IS TIS......??
SPEECHLESS......!!
haiz.......
my life is in a mess....!!
i have better things to do then to interfer ur relationship.....
i muz make sure tat i have a gf within a week.....!!!
finding a gf onli mah...
so0o simple.....
i ltr cal my ex,ask her 4 patch cn le.....
she w8 for me for 7mth le....
n i cal tat WAIT......!!
she sae she w8 for me.....
until nw oso waiting.....
n tat is the meaning......!!
is nt onli verbally but action to0o.....
i wil patch wif her........!!
i dun nid u in my life.....!!
u had ruin it......!!!!!
SOOOOOOOOOO "F.O"
i m sad,angry n speechless....
no rite to b angry....
silly to b sad....
understood tat is speechless.....!!
ur phone n num,i wil return u asap when i gt a new phone...
aft tat,i dun wish to have any news frm u......
why why why why why why why......
why u wanna ask me r we stil freanz....??
hw n wat i should reply u....??
r u treatin me fairly....??
last time when we 2gether,ur parents cnt even noe we 2gether....
nw....??
nw....??
nw....??
haiz......which sentence of urs is truth n which is false??
but i noe smth which is....!!
FRM TODAE ONWARDS,STAY OUT OF MY LIFE...........!!
i sad,happy,sick,dying or wat shiit,is non of ur prob.......!!
coz u hurt me agn n agn.........
flew into your heart at [1:49 AM]
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2dae is one of m0ii unexpected dae....
LOL....
aft drinking session frm last nite,tis m0rning i woke up,i gt 39.2 fever...
LOL.....
i blog last nite n she read.....
she is jealouse of gals addin m0ii...
she is jealouse tat gal jio m0ii out.....
is jia han my replacement....??
haha....
i oso dunno...
she kip on saein tat she is flirt.....
it cnt b help when some1 is sad n ther is some1 who care 4 her.....
if i were her,i wil fal 4 tat guy oso...
but i noe he was onli m0ii replacement.....
i do things m0ii own way...
if ther is a chance 4 us to patch,hw wil ii c wat other look on u....??
GF is mine....
no way they trying to spoil it.......wat 4 i care wat other pple sae n hw other pple look on us....??
hw ii wish tat 2molo her sis wil b at hm...
so0o tat the jia han cnt go her hs...
wa...
stil go bath some more....!!super jealouse....!!
LOL.....
i dun nid dragon boat trainging,i nw oso cn carry u on my bck n do sit up...
LOL.......
haiz...
why m ii jealouse...??
they r so0o swit n luving couple....
haiz...
PRAY HARD....>!!HER SIS STAY AT HM PLZ......!!
haha.....
i m so0o selfish.....!!
but tat is m0ii bottom of m0ii heart de thinking....
2dae went ice skating.....
LOL....
fever but stil go.....
the gal dunno hw to skate so0o i teach her...
but i m sick oso.....
so0o cnt relli teach her.....
so0o kip on wanna come near me...
n i kip on kip a distance frm her....
i told her tat i m sick...!!
dun come so0o close to me.....
haha.....
juz dao hm...
stil fever.....+flu....
LOL...
wil i have pork flu....??
haha.....
LOL.....
may b....??
haiz.....
你不等了说好的幸福呢我错了泪干了放手了后悔了只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着要怎么停呢....
wat i cn sae is tis sentence......!!
sundae sentosa.....
beach ball......!!
SICK SICK SICK.....!!
xiia0 c
flew into your heart at [9:00 PM]
LOL.....
i feel i m so0o dumb.....
I M THE MOST 2PID DUMBASS IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD.....
all m0ii frean sae giv up...
even her supporter oso ask m0ii giv up....
all they sae is the same queast.....
if she relli luv m0ii,why wil she b wif other guys.....??
WHY...??
i was lyk....
kip defending her.....
sae is my fault....
i giv her cold shoulderr.....
but i was lyk....
i dare to giv u cold shoulder b c0z i have so0o much confident in u.....!!
i wil always rmb tis sentence in m0ii life....
if 4 mths is wat u nid,i wil giv u....!!
i wil always luv u....!!
OMG......die die oso wil rmb tis phrase.....
haiz.....
i din even tok 4 mth....
LOL....
by rite is 5 daes...
but i was so0o0o0o SUPER unlucky tat it b come 8 daes n ther she goes...
BYE BYE....
leaving her cute face,swit voice....crystal eyes...sharp nose.....in the memories of mine....
craving a BIG SCAR behind.....
HAHA....
my frean even told m0i...is i m selfish...i shouldn't ask 4 break first...
but i m doin the rite thing...
c0z i nv do anything 对不起她
haiz....
break oso wrong,nv break oso wrong......
wtf....
drunk agn....
LOL....
strong n ugly language comin out...
zZZzZzZzZzZzz...
sori....
haiz...
wat m i thinkin......??
wat i wan....??
LOL....
so0o0o0o FUNNY....
2dae i finally change m0ii profile nick n tag line...
i put xiia0 c s nick n xiia0 c is sad s tag line....
LOL....
2 m0ii surprise,dunno 3 or 4 gals added m0ii....
LOL....
i was lyk...
wa...
so0o long pple nv add me since i have her....
i juz change nick,pple add le....
LOL.....
m0ii king kong(gal) stil sae...
who sae m0ii dumb dumb no pple wan.....!!
LOL....ask me be strong n stay happy......
haha....
so0o swit of her.....
she stil sae...
she cn giv u 4 mths which u nid,she wil w8 4 u...
LOL...
she laugh dao dunno lyk siao kia......
HAHA......
onli 5 dae or 8 daes.....n she is bein wif other pple....
haha...
so0o bad of her...
kip laughing at me...
stil scold me.....!!
LOL........!!!!!SAE i 2pid.......
w8 4 her for 3 weeks....n she onli w8 for u for 4-5daes....??
LOL.....
if she relli luv wo de hua,she wun accept tat guy le....
LOL....
upoon hearin tis sentence,my "water tap" had open to the max agn....!!
LOL.....
she comfort m0ii.....
lend m0ii her shoulder.....
pet on m0ii head...
tellin m0ii 乖宝宝,不要哭......
LOL......
sae i smal kid...
LOL.....
WTF.....
ahaha....................................
haiz...
i dunno should i laugh or cry but i always choose 2 cry.....
i always tel pple,dun b sad for tat do0r had close but be happy c0z of another door had open....!!
let the past be history....sway it to the pacfic.....sink to the ocean bed....
LOL....
nw,i had to use all tis words to m0ii self...
i alway tel m0ii self,I M GARY WORX....!!
GARY AKA XIIA0 C...>>!!
SUPER SUPER STRONG GUY......
but nw,i was lyk gary aka xiia0 CC...??
super super super strong GAY....??
abit jiu cry...!!
LOL.........!!
i let 30 over pple beat dao go in hospital oso nv cry....
nw coz of a gal,i cry dao lyk father mother die....??
LOL.....!!
TAT IS NT ME.....
WHO CN PUL ME UP....??
HW CN B STAND UP AGn....??
m0ii king kong told m0ii....i muz wifin 3 daes found a stead.....
LOL....
3 DAEs...??
LOL....
c0z she sae i muz win her....
haha.....!!
CRAP......!!
wa......2dae i blog so0o much...le....
haha.....
i stil gt alot to blog but is ok...
i'll end here.....
2molo ICE SKATE.......
tis time is gal jio m0ii go ice skate....!!
HAHAHA>.......!!!
没想到我也不lai worx.....
haha...
gal jio de...
of coz go larx....
if nt stay at hm dota......!!
nw,i m a partime 宅男。。。。
i stil told shu shu may b wan b "y 的"
haha.....but let him scold...
LOL.....
m0ii tag gt 4 gay kip on send me msg...
anyhow accept 1 cn le mah...
haha....
pple buy thing 4 m0ii....
treat me good,treat me meal...
haiz......
something holding me bck is YOU.......!!
i noe my heart stil belong to u...but u relli hurt me to0o much.....
especially is the phrase " & gary,i'm happy wif things are wif my BF nw..i wil stil go&poner on it when my exam are over....i have to concentrate on my studies.."
wow.....
he cn mit u when u r studyin...
i cnt...
i cnt even show u my care n concern....
tel me hw....??
hw to win...??
is 100% lose.....
gary gary....why u so0o 天真....??
by rite ur blog is to blog our story but nw is their story n i m stil the onli reader...
hornour....
relli.....nt being sacarstis.....
haiz....
end le...
end le....
xiia0 c....T_T
flew into your heart at [12:50 AM]
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Wednesday, April 29, 2009
OMG....
nt onli i have prob in luv life,m0ii brothers had a conflict....??
ai yo yo...
m0ii left n right hand had prob...
the 2 of m0ii best bro had prob....
sad sad sad......
even i oso think tat the 3 of us lyk relli nt so0o close s b4....
2 m0ii,haiz......
i feel lyk ding n wee lyk dunno wat happen to them.....
i had read ding blog n it was....
so0o sad.....!!
haiz...
i feel so0o0o useless.....
m0ii 2 brothers lyk tat,i do nth...
hw cn i help...
wat cn i do...??
why tis had happen.....??
but i wil nv nv nv ever choose which bro to b wif c0z both is m0ii best bro.....!!
i muz stand strong to have bck our brothership....
but i dunno wher to find the strength.....
i m so0o weak nw.....
i'm relli weak......
i dun even noe hw to continue m0ii life wif out u but.....
i'm trying to act strong n try to bound our brothers bck....
i had lost m0ii love.....
i cnt afford to lost m0ii bro...
if i relli lost it,i'm left wif nth to negative....
wifout her,i'm nw left wif nth...
if i lost m0ii brothers nw,i'm left wif negative...
then to m0ii,wat is life.....
hw to continue wif life....??
no meaning 2vcontinue m0ii life...!!
haiz...
stress..................
why why why why why why why......!!
xiia0 c
flew into your heart at [4:47 PM]
haiz.....
another dae had pass.....
2dae is so0o boaring....
i slept at 3+ to 4am...
n i nv go sch 2dae....
i dunno hw to go sch when ytd m0ii clas mate saw m0ii red eyes.....
i stil couldn't accept the fact tat she is g0ne.....
she belong to other guy......
hw i relli wish i cnt wake up...
i relli wanna continue to slp n slp n slp.....
haiz......
life stil goes on......
i had nth to blog 2dae but i told her i wil blog everydae......
m0ii frean kip callin m0ii n 安慰我.....
i juz kip tellin i'm alrite...
i'm super ok.....!!
haha....
but the heart had sink to the deepest ocean le......
i had told her everything.....
everything tat i had did 4 her.....
if i stil kip it to m0ii self,she wil nv noe n i wouldn't have the chance to tel her agn......
i tot everything had past....
but last nite,m0ii tears rolled dwn m0ii cheek agn....
i had force it nt to rolled dwn but it stil rolled dwns stubbonly.....
passin n givin her the 3 weks time is so0o hard.....
passing a dae is lyk passing a year.......
but wat i always told her when we use to b 2gether n she use to b mine....
"dun count....very fast 6 daes wil pas le...."
i always told her tis sentence b c0z we juz to mit up once a wek....
n she always complain to m0ii tat she mis m0ii loads....
n i'll b tellin her very fast.....TIME FLIES.....!!
nw,i gt to tel tis sentence to m0ii self.....
gt 2 sae tat 3 wek is very fast de.......
time flies.....look 4ward to the ans....(but i had prepared 4 the worst..coz i had the ans in m0ii mind...)
but when come to realiaty,passin a dae is lyk passin a year......
is lyk OMG....hw i wish i cn scan forward the time juz lyk when i was watchin dvd...
2dae is the 20th dae.....
19 more daes to go....counting dwn......!!
xiia0 c
though is had to w8,i wil con to w8....
c0z i relly luv u n wish tat i cn have u bck...
i wanna make up rite now,na na
i wanna make up rite now,na na
wish we nv break up rite nw,na na
flew into your heart at [4:19 PM]
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its been so0o long....
eversince i blog....
haiz....
feelin so0o0o hurt...
so0o lost....
dependent on cir,beer n drugs....
OLD LIFE STYLE IS BCk.....
i relli dunno wat to blog....
i left u behind n nw is lyk.....
regrateful....
i had lost everything.....
haha.....
swallow m0ii tears lyk saliver......
haha....
cry in sch...??
OMG...WORST........SOOOOO PS......!!!...
i'm speechless....
it rain so0o big in the aftnoon....
i was onli thinkin of u......
thinkin tat givin u a warmth hug juz lyk b4....
but....nw u have belong to others le....
haiz....
if 3weks is wat u nid,i wil giv u.....
u use 2 b mine...
nw...
haha....
callin u baby is nt m0ii but him....
HAHA.....
i onli took 8 daes.....
haha.....
haiz.....
i had nth to sae...
speechless...
bleeding love.....
i read her blog....
n i recal wat she told m0ii last nite....
HAHA......
I M A JERK......
I HATE MOII SELF.......!!
if i would able 2 choose,i would choose nt to wake up....
i wanna slp all the way.......
nv ever wake up....
if i woke up,ther wil be no 2molo 4 m0ii.......
no sun had darken....
the path had been extended....
everything is lyk so0o0o SHIT>...............
i relli hate my self.......!!!!!!!
SHIT>>....................!!!!!!!
i wil w8 4 u tis time round....!!
haiz.......
STUPID ME.....!!
3weks = 21daes
20daes more 2 go....
xiia0 c
nth 2 sae either then i wil wait 4 u
the name xiia0 c have another meaning.....!!
flew into your heart at [4:45 PM]
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